Let me tell you a joke.
(This may be sad and annoying. You can either continue to read or press the big red "X" up there. Thank you.)
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Everyone knows that me and mum are kinda closed. We are always like friends.
And i admit that my mood was swifty.
So does my mum.
But i will never ever ever do this.

• I will not ignore everyone.
• I will not not help them.
• I will not give them a big white eyes.

But to my mother.
She does all that.
And especially to me.
Yesterday night, i really dont know what happened to her.
She was in a swifty mood too.
But!!!
She rather talk to my other family member than me.
Right now, she just talk all the bad things about me in front of her friends and right in front of my face!!!
I know it's hurt.
Who cares?!
I've done it!!!
I'm not in the mood to self-defense.
Instead i just pretend i'm DEAF!!
I'M BLIND!!!
I'M TASTELESS!!!
I'M AN ANIMAL!!!
That's all i'm reacting now.
But you gotta take it right.
It's not saying that i'm hurting my mum or whoever that cares about me.
Cause if i dont, i'm the one that going to cry every night.
I believe myself.
And i loved my heart.
Just leave me here...

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