We've hurt a friend...
It's so hard to cool down her...
And i've run out of idea...
Wish she will cool down...
Accept our appology...
It may be hard...
But we really do love you...
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What type of power makes a guy so deeply fall to a girl?Love?Honesty?Pride?Natural?Or maybe it was, Empty?Ok.
So this a story that happened between us.
A guy loves a girl.
Simple and natural.
The things is, the girl left the guy.
The guy couldnt get to take off the girl from his mind.
He's like a ghost to the girl.
What happened?
Nothing. Really.
Until one day.
Teacher gave us a assingment.
It was entitled: "The Plan of Your Life"
The content was to have your family background, you friends, your plans... etc.
What did he wrote?
Well, he wrote his love to the girl.
We did not tell the girl. (I guess she knows about it now.)
Scare that the girl will hate him.
Nobody can tell what was in his mind.
To be that daring to write it out.
Big and loud.
But no one really cares about it.
As it was deadline to pass up our assignment.
The question that keep popping up my mind.
Why he has that ego to keep that girl?
Asked him to leave the girl alone.
He just said, "The girl is my everything. Without her, i rather die."
Fulfilled the girl with another guy. (Both of them denied. But we knew deeply in our heart, there's some chemical reaction going between them.)
He's getting more daring.
From msn message till now.
Try every single method to ask him leave.
It was like asking him to hell.
Couldnt resist.
But i guess it was his method to let the girl know.
That he still loves her.
It just wrong method.
I cannot wish them.
As i dont see the reason.
It was giving a candy to an animal.
They dont appreciate the candy you gave.
One word: LEAVE!
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I really want to dig up my heart.
And see what's happening in there.
My mood get swifty again.
This time, is the pressure i gave myself towards the chinese society camp.
I am so frustrated.
From the begining till now.
I mean, none of the things that had done, really 100% satisfied me.
I might be serious and strict.
It's just i sometimes i cant really breathe well whenever i'm thinking about it.
It might also a reason for yesterday.
I woke up early in the morning.
I didnt make a move.
As my eyes just blinking up the ceiling.
I cant move my body.
All of sudden, i felt my energy had been sucked out.
I lied to my mum that i'm not feeling well. (Sorry mum, i promise i'll be more straight forward you.)
And now, i'm really not feeling well.
Sore throat, a bit flu, less energetic...
This morning at school, i dont feel the inner me connecting to my outter side.
I was playing a show.
Just to persuade myself that i am a-ok.
I guess it didnt work out.
I fell to bed immediately once i reached home.
Listening to music now, really does cured me a bit.
But i still feel tired.
My shoulder is aching.
My head is spinning around.
I cant really concentrate when i'm doing revision.
In the end, i on my computer.
But my mum starts to nag me for not doing housework.
Kinda let myself out by doing housework without serious.
I'm not the one that moody today.
My bro starts to making noise.
Guess he's facing some problems too.
Under one roof now, there's two people that cant breathe well.
I felt sorry to my mum and sis.
It's not that i cant changed my mood now.
I really wish this everything is over.
Please...
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