发现到只有这里，我才可以发泄我的真真内心。
因为我的父母都不知道这里。
我父母是有看我的部落格哦～*
我。
谈了5次恋爱。
因为我交往的对象都是ok ok的。
没有一个是很帅到可以令身边每个人都吃醋。（在梦里面就有。。。哈哈～）
我不是那种喜欢玩玩一下就说拜拜的。
人生难得认识。
何不认识久一点。
至少我是曾经爱过的。
任由你怎样跟别的女生玩，我都不会吃醋。
最多我会问东问西。
可是我不说吃醋。
但，胡思乱想就是我的唯一弱点。
*
5段感情。
有两段是我自己要求分开的。
两次是男方。
可是有一次就真的伤到我很重。
重到泪水忘了流下来。
只有错愕和问号。
不过我是那种随缘的。
要走就走。
我不会一哭、二闹、三上吊的留着一颗心。
曾经有个朋友说
：“依琳，能跟你交往的男生真的很幸福。就算分手了，你都不会无理取闹。还很潇洒地放开对方。”是吗？我真的很潇洒？只因我看扁那种性格的女生，我就被人说我潇洒？呵呵～
我也不知道。
我知道，从小，我妈妈就教我，
如果有颗心要离开你，你必须放手。因为你再求、哭、讨回来，那颗心还是不会像当初那样对你了。要做个理智的人。*
星期五是我的期限。
要是没有答复，我必须再次披上“坏心女孩”这个名称。
可是为了自己的心情和想法，我还必须做出这么自私的决定。
星期五。
就直到这个星期五而已。。。
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There goes another month and another week.
Guess we should really get ready for another challenge.
Never thought that i'm that swifty mood this few months.
It's like i never get a chance to express.
But i treat it as a growing up process.
I mean, you'll get to know yourself more accurate when you are in the society.
If i really have to choose, i reather choose career, for now.
Duh~
Studying for like years and want me to give up just for love or whatever.
NEVER!Or rather shall i said,
IN YOUR DREAM!I'm not that typical girl that says, career is more important than anything.
It's that i'm following my opinion and situation to decide.
When the time is right, i might give up anything and start a family.
Who knows?
Even i dont know.
Or i might just well continue to fight for my career.
Hehe~
I dont want to a superwoman.
It's so tired and doesnt suit my style of elegant.
I want to be a normal girl/lady.
I know that you might said,"Hello~ young lady, you are only 16. What's with all these?"
Well, i'll just said,"And hello to you. I just i want to plan my future. I dont want to get my life screw up like you and other people out there. Thanks for your concern."
Haha~
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