I'm a strong girl!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
To be honest, i'm still struggle whether if i should further my studies.
I mean, my parents nowadays faced some financial problems. (Blame it to the increasing petrol.)
I really want to study media.
Especially broadcast.
As if i was born to it.
Really. And seriously.
I really want to study.
But the situation now, makes me struggle more than before.
Cant believe too.
I cried when i made a phone call to him.
I told him everything.
He just kept silence.
I guess he just wants me to let out everything.
Before we end our call, he told me: "All you can do is, try your best to study. Your parents will overcome the problem. Just trust them. They love you and they want you to have the best."
He's supporting me.
But i'm not even supporting myself.
I need to calm down my mind.
Steady myself.
Need to prove that the eldest can finish every single course in university.
I'm not mentioning names.
But i hope you do understand it deeply.
I'm not a weak girl that always cry.
I just need to relieve some tears that i've collect.
I have my own wish to be realize.
I can make it happen.
I will and it will be a succeed!
I promise, whenever that day come, i want you to eat those words you said, back straight to your ass!
I'm serious.
And i'm cool.
Beat me.
Cause i know there's always solution.
And i'm going to find it.
No matter how much i need to sacrifice.
I'll find it.
P/s: Dad and mum, i promise i'll get myself back. And i'll make my best to realize my dreams. You guys have support me since i dreamed. And now, i'll do my best.
P/p/s: To xx, just want you to know, sometimes when a people falls, they'll find a way to stand up again. But thanks to you too for letting me know that i'm facing this problems too. All the best from me.
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