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sorry
Saturday, May 3, 2008

i dont know i do what to the blog,the chat box disappear ler..
sorry to all of you ..
elaine,please help~
T.T

REALLY VERY SORRY!!!

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writtern @6:53 PM

sorry to all my fren
Saturday, March 29, 2008

im very sorry to all of u
i accidentally deleted all pic in my camera
cant get bck already
gonna cry

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writtern @11:15 AM

我绝望了~
Tuesday, March 25, 2008



含着泪水.....
一盒纸巾快被我用完了~
这样,
大家都知道我,
在哭吧~

对着电脑,
不知道该从哪一幕说起,
现在只会做的,
就是哭,
尽情的哭,
勉强自己在电脑上发泄自己的情绪
这会有用吗?

每一个恋情,
都会友好与坏;
都会有幸福与悲伤;
那,
一定要有结合与分离吗?



他,
是我刚认识时就暗恋的人;
他,
是我暗恋至少两年的人;
他,
是我爱的人
他,
是我很爱的人;
他,
给我希望;
但是,
这一次,
他.......................
给我绝望~

现实的世界里,
大多数年轻人,
或者这些需要受到高教育的读书人,
都必须到大学的阶段,
才能一心一意地对待爱情,
大学,
对他、
他的父母亲说是非常再加上超级的重要,
“还没读完大学不能拍拖”
是我和他的爸妈的定语~
但是,
我们没有遵守,
因为...................
爱

我们无意中成了情侣,
也无意中承认不是情侣,
在这么乱的情况~
我们都不理会,
我们只珍惜对方,
情侣,
对我而言,
只是一个称号...
是这样吗?

终于,
他,
考完了STPM,
之后,
当然是申请大学,
80%的可能性,
会到美国的某件大学就读四年,
四年,
同音死年,
为什么这样说?

他,
要离开了,
离开这个国家,
离开我,
放弃我们的爱!

记得去年的工作回忆,
让我很孤独的情况下,
多了一个男朋友,
很多波折的情况下,
让我无法控制自己,
孤独对我而言,
真的是不能忍受的,
当自己一个最爱的人,
被不加理会,
反而与和朋友玩,
什么感受?
晚上独自躺着哭泣,
晚上烦恼如何面对同事,
晚上独自承受外来的打击...............

这么说起来,
像是,
我的第二个男友,
是孤独而来,
而不是真正的爱?
不是,
我曾认不是,
我们,
建立了很多美好的回忆,
把一个小小的爱,
成了一个坚固的爱.......

在我的心中,
有两个坚固的爱,
感觉都不懂怎么形容了,
这是好是坏,
清楚了解,
要残忍?
要抉择?
做不出....

现在,
他说,
“如果我真得去外国,我将会退出,我将会让步”
这一句,
千千万万把尖利的刀,
打击我的心,
“这样你会不用那么伤心,不会怕孤独,因为有他陪你”
更加不能控制自己了,
好想把所有东西摔坏,
好想大喊,
好想立刻投进他怀里说不要这样对我~

我们俩在同时间哭,
互相矛盾的说自己没有用,
一直互相安慰,
哭得跟厉害!



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三十分钟后,
我们电话互相没有电了,
就这样,
他,
还得去外国.................





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writtern @12:39 AM

FRENZ FOR EVER!
Sunday, March 23, 2008


I saw this pic and i like it very much~
post it to here and share with you all!
sista4va !

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writtern @3:33 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE !
Saturday, March 22, 2008

Love from all of us~WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Fancy & Cute cake,can see but cant eat~so ,please control ur saliva~birthday girl!




Now ...the time is 00.00am on my computer



waiting for de time to reach 00.00am is quite suffer



00.00am-elaine's birthday 2008-03-23



I wish her Happy Birthday ofcourse!



and wish her happy always



wish her smile always



wish her happy with her "miaomiao"



wish all of us will be friend forever !






I'm HERE to type a birthday song



habi berg dey to u



habi berg dey 2 u



habi BERG dey 2 uuuooo



habi berg dey 2 UUUUuuuuuu~






Happy Always~

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writtern @11:39 PM

没有钱
Wednesday, March 19, 2008


最近没有钱,一直很辛苦~

爸爸给的家用也是不够,

不知道该怎么办好?

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writtern @11:11 PM

My result TOTALLY suxxxs
Monday, March 17, 2008

my chinese is 53% !
1st time get this mark ~
i dunno how2 scold myself or kill myslef!!!!!

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writtern @9:33 PM

大选的后果
Monday, March 10, 2008




大选之后,到处都很乱~
大选之后,很多华人餐厅都没有开~
大选之后,不能出街~
大选之后,必须呆在家里~
大选之后,觉得没有什么特别~
大选之后,谁赢了都不懂~
大选之后,再也没有人帮我们的花园铺路了~
大选之后,报纸还是写着大选的新闻
大选之后.......


没有了

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writtern @12:27 PM

HOOORAY !
Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Yes! Finally they hailuo called me go audition on sunday! woohooo~so hapy with it.Although im flu and exam is coming,I'll TRY TO do mY BEST when audition.When the guy call me i happy until just answer..."oh" Keep repeat the sound,the guy just asking

xx : is tat chokuan?
me : ya
xx : im hailuo here
me : o
xx : you had been chosen to attend the audition for "feichang geshou xunlian ban"
me : o [smiling]
xx:can you come on this sunday?
me: o
xx: 12pm need to reach there
me: o
xx : you sent to photo to us already?
me : o....yup
xx : oic.how old are you?
me: o....16
xx: 16 ah??!Then remeber to bring cd along
me : o
xx : and ur number is 86
me : o
xx : remeber,dont forget
me: o
xx: dont be late
me: o
xx : ok.byebye
me: byebye.thankyou

back to the class [tuition luk tan]

SHOUT LOUD! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH !!!!!!!!YES!

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writtern @9:31 PM

Pain AND Sad
Monday, February 18, 2008


Pain
*pain about MY HAND!The whole school time is copying the notes,doing malay essay.Arghh..My english teacher need to pass up the litereature book to the principal.So,all of us(4MAHIR) rushing for notes.And her hand writting like a pro doctor.Need time to 'analyse' those words.
*pain about what i had done,why firday im so lazy to go to school.So many homework and notes cant catch up.But today i finally done~with PAIN.....

Sad
*The canteen dint sell chicken rice today~I want to eat chicken rice.Long time dint eat already.CHICKEN RICE CHICKEN RICE WHERE ARE YOU?? Ate 2 hotdog bun and a raisin bun.The eyes were concentrate at Elaine's YELLOW book.Not concentrate on eating.
*Pn Tuan ASrozi ask me to find people to take part in the silang kata and the school sports uniform.Im interest bout it.When the time i go ask teacher,i became the unlucky one.Sob.I'm the one who only one to take part.How?And i dont want take part in silang kata already,teacher said is not give paper,is like having exam in the hall~HELP ME! But want to help teacher ask who want take part~
*nothing prepared.Nothing prepare for coming exam.NOthing.TOtally 0

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writtern @10:59 PM

L.O.V.E keeps in my Heart
Saturday, February 16, 2008

14/02/2008 Pink Valentines.
I like this day.
That's de most happiest day of valentines.
Finally,Im not lonely
Celebrate@ One Utama Bakerzin
The food was delicious and expensive ^^
Couples a long the streets
Couples a long the shopping mall
me & him
Is the one
The most playfull couple....
Chocolate Love ~
That's the present of Valentines from Y.O.U Having dinner with Y.O.U
Seafood : scalop,big prawn,squid,fish slice
Love from Y.O.U [KWK]
Love from YBH

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writtern @1:20 PM

That's what i Call mySELf E.M.O




Amelea Tan


16


Female


Buddhist


Chinese


Malaysian


LOVE

*Juices

Apple juice

Orange juice

Carrot with orange


*Drinks

Cincau + Soya

Barley

Milo ice

Ribena

Vitagen

Yakult


*Food

Pizza

Dumpling

Ban mee

Mcd Burger

Mcd french fries

Mcd porridge

Steak

Chops


*SingerS

Cyndi wang

Nicholas Teo

Karen kong

Amelea Tan [ myslef ]


*Dancer

Jolin Tsai


*Friends

Elaine Lee

Waiyi Chan

Fyn Choong

STephanie CHuen

Celine Chia

Cheauli Yap

Michelle Khoo

and others.....


HATE

*Cheaters

*Liyers

*Myself


Totally emo

Totally love to take pics

Totally love to look at mirror

Totally love to say and laugh loud

Totally love to work

Totally love to make friends

Totally love to online


That's what me

And

This is me

Nobody's perfect

And

I'm not perfect too

But if you don'y call me EMO

I'll cry big juicy tears of blood and pain

Then i'll die

Then

THAT'S ALL YOUR FAULT.....




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writtern @11:37 AM

肥猪的一天
Tuesday, February 12, 2008


有听过Tanjung Malim这个地方吗?

其实,

我最搞不清楚的是,它是什么洲的?

一大清早[ 其实已经是10a.m ]

爸爸煮了很丰富的早餐

三菜一汤

有鸡,菜,蛋和汤

吃得瞒饱的,

可是还有省就放冰箱咯


烦恼着,

该穿什么...

突然觉得没衣服穿

可是我的衣橱是满的 X.X

一定要红色,

不然妈妈会唠叨的 !

就红色啦!

橱里最右边的第二件。


出发到Tanjung Malim

又是这里,

年年都来,

好像生活上的时间表,

这天的活动已定了,年年都一样。


1pm

首先,

到舅公家,

做什么叻?

吃咯~

这次更丰富,

五菜一汤!

大家一直互相夹菜给对方,

我当然拒绝不了。

一定要吃,

很饱了,

极限了!

:不可以浪费!

就是这一句我们一定要把桌上的食物吃完。


2.30pm

之后到不懂谁的家,

一个长方形的客厅,

大约18尺,

家上古董家具,

里头有15以上的人,

可说是超级热闹。

大家都谈的很大声,

派红包,吃饼 , 喝汽水..........
我呢?

在某个角落,

拿出我的必杀武器!

"少年"

来读,

我把这本书的每一个字,

差不多读完了,

还把一些很有意思的句子highlight起来 *.*


有一个不懂是谁的人,

问我很多问题,

一直打扰我,

没得专心看少年,


他的.....

外表

高高带眼镜,

短法,

瞒黑的皮肤,

瘦瘦,

白衣,

"忘记什么裤"


问我名字,

一大堆....

我婆婆也参一份,

我的妈妈呀!

他们两什么都那来讲,

救命啊 !

幸好,

那个男的要回了,

我就从谷底里伸出我小小的头,

走像光明!

哈哈哈哈哈 #*@%+


4pm

又是吃的时间

!!!!!

买了一大半堆零食,

ice-cream,goreng pisang,roti bakar,goreng ayam..

一袋两袋,

又是那四个字[大家应该明白的]

一定要扫个清光。
等待时间流动,

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8...........

只能继续看少年,

大人忙着,

忙......煮晚餐 ~


6pm

:来吃咯!

救命啊!

不能反抗只能顺从,

好吧!

死就死!

..................@#%*&%

真的很饱,

战争彻底失败 !!!!!


就这样,做了一天的猪.....

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writtern @6:41 PM